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  • May 1, 2013 8:59 am
    Dinner #homemade #westerncuisine #cabonara #garlicbread #mushroomsoup #salmon #yummmmy #delicious

    Dinner #homemade #westerncuisine #cabonara #garlicbread #mushroomsoup #salmon #yummmmy #delicious

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  • February 15, 2013 11:25 am
    My mum went on disturbing me that I will be bachelorette .
How can she say that to me? She’s my mum supposed to support me besides I’m not interested in having one as I’m not the commitment type at the moment.
Trust me, its not the right time for me to have one.
Besides, no matter how grand wedding and big diamond you have, if your marriage doesnt go anywhere then no use of having grand wedding and big diamond on your hand. 
So what big diamond and grand wedding and what if you are gonna divorced anytime later?

    My mum went on disturbing me that I will be bachelorette .

    How can she say that to me? She’s my mum supposed to support me besides I’m not interested in having one as I’m not the commitment type at the moment.

    Trust me, its not the right time for me to have one.

    Besides, no matter how grand wedding and big diamond you have, if your marriage doesnt go anywhere then no use of having grand wedding and big diamond on your hand. 

    So what big diamond and grand wedding and what if you are gonna divorced anytime later?

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  • November 9, 2012 8:00 am

    Commitment is not in my dictionary yet I love this.

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  • A Short Novel Story

    October 27, 2012 11:46 am

    In this story about a high-school romance,the protagonists are a loving couple who have to deal with the facts that the girl has Aids. It has the classic elements of love,jealous,rejection and fulfilment.

    3rd Grade In Junior High School

    Yuuki ( a boy) and Maki ( a girl) are childhood friend. They go to schooltogether without revealing that they love each other.One day, on finding their classmate’s pregnanacy , Maki confesses to Yuuki that she is HIV-positive and contracted from blood transfusion. Since then, she tries to keep away from Yuuki because she is afraid that Yuuki will dislike her..But when Yuuki says that he loves her in spite of her disease.

    1st Grade In High School-Spring-

    They go to the same high school and meet their friend Chizuru after many years..Chizuru starts to fall in love with Yuuki and tries to win her sympathy about her experienced of being rape. Maki misunderstands their relationship and tries to give Yuuki up. But Yuuki tells them that Maki is the one he loves.

    1st Grade In High School-Summer-

    Maki faints in school, and the symptoms of Aids are now visible.

    3rd Grade In High School-Summer-

    Two years later,Yuuki visits Maki everyday, but despite Yuuki’s support, Maki’s condition worsens.One day, Maki’s mother tells Yuuki that Maki can only live six months more.

    3rd Grade In High School-Winter-

    At Maki’s funeral, Yuuki says to himself : If you’re reborn, I will love you again…

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  • Endearing

    October 22, 2012 12:55 pm

    Birkhoff, what if I want to go out with you before you are going to NS? Will you going to reject me or accept my offer?

    I want to go out w/ you.

    Am I asking too much or is it I’m not upto your standard?

    You may have shut me off just like that but I’m still waiting for you for the past three months.

    We may have fought over trivial stuff but I still want you to be the chapter of my life.

    Love,

    Messie Birkhoff

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  • October 22, 2012 12:07 pm
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  • September 30, 2012 11:27 am

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  • Glad that Zaqqy arrived safely.

    September 29, 2012 12:56 pm

    Someone that’s really miles and miles apart. Having lots of fun at Australia and he wouldn’t be able to know who’s it as I’m waiting for him to start playing games with me as that the only way of me contacting him indirect way. He will be away for 3 weeks and I think after coming back then he would be enlisting to NS for sure. No worries about that.

    I bet he wouldn’t be choking when I talked or typed about him and I hope that he’ll be back safe and sound and I’m sure that he’s able to take good care of himself without letting others worried about him.

    I wouldn’t called him ‘baby’ as my feelings has not yet reach at that level yet besides I don’t do mushy stuff like that as it’s giving me goosebumps. 

    Hahaha, be safe. Hope that you had lot of fun at there and do remember to take good care of yourself.

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  • September 14, 2012 11:26 am

    Few days back, I was deeply in love with that someone but today he make me a grave mistake that I’m feeling these way that my eyes are watery and wanted to talk with someone that I’m comfortable with. Maybe my expectation was little overboard for my size and looks. 

    I shouldn’t have known better than anyone that people like me will always overcome this kind of problem for sure or should I say that I should see this coming before hand as the conversation wouldn’t stay for too long enough for me as I thought that he’s the one for me but I was wrong and the last time I ever like someone so much was one year ago and that was Mikhail Ashraf.

    I wanted to talk with someone so that it would get off my chest as I thought of giving my heart a second chance to open my fragile heart and now its broken into pieces that he’s not the one for me and its so useless to keep all of his pictures inside my phone.

    Everything is useless now that I cant do anything as there’s nothing I can do about it at all and I find myself so useless that I always fall in love with someone so easily.

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  • Conversation Between Zaqqy and I

    September 14, 2012 10:42 am
    • Nur Messie
      • hi

      • what are you working as?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • hello

      • waiting for ns..

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • previously?
        p.s am i disturbing you?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • previously nt working..

      • not really

      • might reply late

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • anyway, you went to dubai ?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yupp

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • you took what airlines?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • Emirates..

      • you going?

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • ya. but not now.

      • still checking out though?

      • you went alone?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yup i went alone

      • i have cousin staying there

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • your parents allow?

      • how’s life at there?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yup they allow.. i prefer traveling alone

      • hmm okay..

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • thats great. thats the farthest they allow you?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yup

      • australia

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • thats great.

      • how long you stay over at dubai?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • 3 weeks..

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • wow. thats so coool

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yup.. celebrated my new year there

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • is there any difference btw here and there?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • deffo

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • how difference?

      • anyway, you seems to like taking pictures?

      • as in nice scenery.

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • very diff

      • yup

      • one of my hobbies

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • nice pictures you took. I like them.

      • especially dubai

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • thank you smile

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • you are enlisted in army?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • not sure yet

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • do you have whatsapp

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yes i do

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • whatsapp me

      • are you there

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • hey

      • sorry

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • why leh?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • eating

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • so late in the middle of the midnight?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yupp

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • what are you eating?
        you are not that kind of person who eat in the middle of the night?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • i eat a lot

      • i keep getting hungry

      • i eat at night..

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • but you dont gain weight like i do.

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • haha yeah

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • maybe you got a high metabolism?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yup

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • are you the only family members who eat alot?

      • what are you eating?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • not really

      • now I’m eating fruit

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • you do munch on food?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yes

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • real alot

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • ya

      • why?

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • for a young man like you eat alot?

      • unbelieveable?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yuppyu[

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • so whatsapp me? more convenient?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • we just chat here la. my phone not with me now.

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • im turning in because im working tomoro

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • okay

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • so, whats ur app?

      • as in whats ur whatsapp

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • So, are you still eating and I can’t sleep at all?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • Nope

      • Nop

      • Not eating

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • Aren’t you tired?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • Nope

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • Not asleep yet?

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • Good morning.

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • Morning

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • What time did you sleep last night?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • 2:30am u ?

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • About that timing. Aren’t you tired?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • Nope

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • What time you woke up?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • I woke up at 7 … send my parents to work

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • So good. You drive?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • Yupp i drive smile

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • Cool. Since when?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • Sincr june

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • Have you had your breakfast?

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • Hey there.

      • Busy uh?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • Sorry was sleeping

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • Sorry for e late reply. Took power nap?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yupyup

      • u working?

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • So, what are you doing while waiting for ns?

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • hey

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • are you there?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • hey yes

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • What were you doing anyway?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • went out..

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • Okay. Alone?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • nopes..

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • With family? 
        Driving again?
        Not eating again during late night?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Tuesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • with my friend

      • nope

      • later maybe

    • Nur Messie
      Tuesday
      Nur Messie
      • Eat again?
        Anyway, what’s your hobby besides taking photos?

    • Nur Messie
      Wednesday
      Nur Messie
      • Hi

      • Asleep already?

    • Nur Messie
      Wednesday
      Nur Messie
      • Good morning

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Wednesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • Good morning !!

    • Nur Messie
      Wednesday
      Nur Messie
      • you are early?

    • Nur Messie
      Wednesday
      Nur Messie
      • Are you at outside?

    • Nur Messie
      Wednesday
      Nur Messie
      • Are you busy?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Wednesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • Sorry , yes

    • Nur Messie
      Wednesday
      Nur Messie
      • Are you at outside e whole day?

    • Nur Messie
      Wednesday
      Nur Messie
      • do you went to queenstown just now?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Wednesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yup

    • Nur Messie
      Wednesday
      Nur Messie
      • was it crowded?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Wednesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yes very

    • Nur Messie
      Wednesday
      Nur Messie
      • in the late afternoon?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      Wednesday
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • yup

      • brb busy

    • Nur Messie
      Wednesday
      Nur Messie
      • alrite

    • Nur Messie
      Wednesday
      Nur Messie
      • hello

      • busy?

      • eating again?

      • hahaha

    • Nur Messie
      Yesterday
      Nur Messie
      • am i crossing the line?

    • Nur Messie
      22 hours ago
      Nur Messie
      • Hello

    • Nur Messie
      7 hours ago
      Nur Messie
      • Been busy lately.

      • Been busy lately?

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      7 hours ago
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • hello

      • da

      • kinda

      • i don’t really use the chat here

    • Nur Messie
      7 hours ago
      Nur Messie
      • Okay, then I wouldn’t disturb you. Chat with you some other time then.

    • Zaqqy Jamzxs
      7 hours ago
      Zaqqy Jamzxs
      • ok bye..

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